You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 / 3:58 PM

holla back!
all i can say is a tiring n hectic week.
exam is next monday n im lyk werkin whole day.
haiz!
Next Monday: Taxation Exam.
Next Tuesday: My 2nd year Anniversary.

Whoah!

somethgs happen yesterday at werk.
dun tink i wan to mention it.
but ysterdae was a tiring day fer me.
and there's this STUPid customer who scolded me.
i got real fucked up n hu cares i never even apologise.
hate ppl who cant even wait.
as if u r lyk gonna starve to death.
we were all lyk Damn Buzy inside and sumore
there's no gas in the kitchen.
so food orders got held up.
n customers were lyk askin fer this n dat.
Fuck sia!
den wen u came in, u saw me n scolded me.
u r not the only person dat i must attend to HELLO!!
lucky they nvr order any food of i'll lyk give u extra ingredients frm me.
sumore im sufferin frm flu.
Take That Asshole!
Arg!! wana get over it! im juz lettin it off.

nvr mit dear yesterday,
went back alone.
miz u dear. Muackz!

well, about my berfdae thingy i will tink further more.
there's pro's & con's in doin e BBQ thingy.
not all the invited ppl will come.

sometimes i juz wonder hu are my true frens.
sometimes wen i hav probs ppl r there but sumtimes i juz hav to kip it
to myself.
to me, we may seem close n hapi but
i duno hu am i to them.
maybe juz normal frens.
is it bcoz i hav a BF and thats y we cant hangout together.
well, maybe im juz treated normal.
i cant be a great one.
dats y this thg keep wonderin in my mind.
it juz doesnt show that im one
hu is appreciated.
sometimes thgs are kept frm me n the last to noe.
wad is actuali wrong wif me?
it reli hurts orite.
im utterly sori but i do need to let it all out.
i may not get to hear but i have eyes to observe.

Lastly, to my dear fren Rozai.
i noe ur not gonna read this but its a sudden thought of u.
wad u r goin thru is wad i've been thru the other tym.
wen it happens to me, u r the one givin me words of comfort.
i noe its hard but slowly u have to let go.
we will all pray hard that she will be placed with all the good ppl.
Do Take Care of Urself Dear.

this is all that i can say.
Need to bath n get ready. hee..
till the next time.
tc! muackz!
(p.s: sori no updated pic huh..!)