You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
SHOCKING
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 / 10:39 PM

today is tuesday.
hmm, went to sch n i was late.
lecture starts at 10am but came in about 1030am & "Good" news is..
... e class was damn Full..!
texted my fren n told her i cant find seats fer 2.
well, wen she came she got a seat juz behind me.
lectures was hectic BUT i have no choice but to go thru it.
its a revision class gettin myself prepared fer the upcomin exam.
dis is e tym where i nid most concentration n no disturbance.
but thgs juz suddenly happen..
and it juz cud change ur lives..
.. i mean everythg.
i tried to put in away frm my tots but i juz cant.
haiz.. i need help.
lets juz put dat aside first n i'll elaborate more on dat ltr.

den during lunch break at 1pm,
i went to have lunch wif my fren at kfc at Taka.
well, havin a sch in Orchard was cool at first but..
.. its totali boring fer me now coz we dun even noe where to go n find food.
haha! spend 1 hour chattin n crappin wit my fren.
at least dat gives me a peace of mind.

den we make our way back to class,
but along the way dear called n....
... SURPRISE!! he's in town to mit me.
how sweet! Coz we weren't supposed to mit today
and its sweet of him to come n mit me for awhile.
The other thg was dat he was in his Army uniform.
Funny sia, walked arnd wif him n his fren n
ppl were all lyk lookin. haha!
actuali he came to see me coz he wana give sumthg to me.
He bought me dis cool shirt from queens couture.
haha! dat was nice dear! damn i love it. muackz!
hang arnd wif them for awhile den got my ass back to class.

Yesterday...
...same as today, havin lectures frm 1oam to 5pm.
was living life as usual until i got a text msg frm my sis at arnd 6plus.
got some shockin news she said.
and my heart was poundin so fast suddenly.
when the reply came, i cant believe wad im readin.
damn!
my sister-in-law to be is oredy 1 month pregnant.
wad e heck??
its onli one mth plus after the engagement & dis thg happened!!
cant believe its happenin to my family.
the rapid changes dat we r goin thru in time to come.
dats not e worst thg yet,
she went fer the check up n got to noe its Twins.
Gosh!! y in the world they had to do this???
I pity my mum.
she was so shocked until she fell sick ystrday.
haiz, my mum reli favour them but y do they repay her in this manner..
felt lyk cryin n shoutin out loud but i juz cant.
the onli way to let it all out is juz by writin my tots out.
i told dear abt wad happen n he was shocked too.
Well, everybody will.

he consoled me n juz ask me not to tink much abt it.

wen i got hm ystrdae, mum approach me n told me the whole story.
Haiz, y does dis thg have to happen!!!
mum planned to marry them off asap.
another round of werk.

During March was the engagement.

Now in May, preparing for marriage.
Now my mum put hopes on me.
she said dat she wan me to get married the correct way..
well, i wan dat too. Marriage is once in life.
of coz i wud do it perfectly.
Haiz.. cant werk alot these weeks.
sorie. need to sacrifice my werk fer now.

well, i do miss u peeps at werk.

Now im home bloggin.
maybe ltr nid to get my ass up for some revision.
k den peeps, all fer now.
i duno wad to do to put all the happenings behind me guys..
again, thanx fer readin my tots.
love u ppl..! Tc! Muackz!