You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
Saturday, June 28, 2008 / 11:58 PM

things cud juz happen wif a blink of e eye..
why??
all of us were meant to be together..
from the previous years.
but one thing cud simply destroy it all.
not onli 1 problem but 2..
i reli pray hard dat dis probs wont stand any longer
and wud juz end sooner or later.
i reli hope for everyone of us to get 2gether
lyk we used to.

tears.
unhappiness.
showing faces.

i'm particularly angry wif dis one person.
it even makes me feel so shit to mention dat person name.
wonder if she wana b a real guy or juz stay a gurl.
take dat!

can u pls stop makin stories abt ppl which is not true.
pls be true to urself.
i noe u may not read dis,
but it juz irks me to hear more stories abt u!
get away la pls.
dun threaten ppl wud u??
ur juz ego n juz wana push e blame on others.
so wen the others saw it, they will not blame u n hav pity on u.
wad the fuck!!
and now u dun even talk 2 me?
izit bcoz i noe ur secret from "gurlfren" from the other outlet!
so wad? ask me if u wan uh.
i notice dat u dun dare to talk n confront dat person.
but will onli dare to sms dat person.
kalo nak jadi lelaki, be lyk one.
setahu aku seorang lelaki itu berani bkan pengecut.
take dat again!
(sorie loved ones, im relievin wads in my heart.)
u even dare make up stories dat is not true n not even mention
by dat person.
STUPID!
u do it dat way so ppl wil tink badly abt her n blame her rite!
well, sorie to say dis..
some ppl juz noe her better den u do k.
if she reli lyks dat person, she reli will show
and even admit.
but face reality. she doesnt okay!
never lyks a guy-to-be before.
and she nvr said ILY to u b4.

i reli pray hard everyday for dis thg to end.
Amin.
the truth wil be out one day.
others may not noe wads happenin
but they have ears to hear &
eyes to observe.
u shud be ashamed of urself.

okay, i dun wana go on wif dat topic.

to HUDA & ROZAI:
i reli do hope dat u peeps will start talkin soon.
every prob hav its way out.
find one fine day to sit down n talk things out.
juz the 2 of u.
the two of u were close.
cant bear to see dis goin on anymore.
lovin u both every moment no matter wad happens.

anyways...
dats the end of my expressions for today.
if there's more, wil update ya!

now gonna do sumthg else.

Dear is out there lepaking
at holland.
great dat u r spendin tym wif ur frens
but do take care of urself.
esp on the road wen u r driving k.
do u noe y i'm very concern abt u.
coz i treasure u most in my life.
will oways love u dear.. muackz!

p/s: cant wait for 1st july.
kiter enjoy!! :)