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Monday, July 21, 2008 / 4:34 PM

EVERY MINUTE & SECOND IS KILLING ME

I'm home. Bored. My lil sis went out wif her frens.
So i'm on the lappy frm an hour ago.
Gosh! I cant wait to go to the polyclinic 2mr.
And dear is gonna send me 2mr. =)
Later dearhubby will be comin down to my place.
Pity him. wadever dat happen is not a gud kickstart for
his ORD..
Takpe k syg, mesti ader hikmah disebalik aper yg terjadi.
Jangan pernah menyesal dgn aper yg diberi oleh-nye.
Ni sumer dugaan. Sabar banyak2.
Dun tink too much. we solve the probs one by one ok.
setiap masalah mesti ader jalan keluar.

Hmm.. its lyk im sittin in my room..
tinkin wad i'm gonna do fer the next few days.
cant be goin out, doin the usual stuffs..
haiz.. but i cud feel the difference.
me sittin at home and waitin fer my wounds to heal,
i do reli eat alot. real lots. ahakz!

Just now, i had a hard time bathing again.
Gotta wrap my leg wif the clear wrap. hee..
sounds funi la but i have to. to prevent infection.
thanx fer the advise missy farahin! =)

Hmm, it feels dat tis is the time wen i need ppl by my side.
Dear.. My family.. and my closest dear frens..
do reli nid their encourage & support
coz i cant go thru tis alone.

well, wadever tat is cumin in the days to come..
i just wan to be hapi and i believe my wounds cud heal faster.
and i cud walk back lyk normal. =)

ok lah.. i will update wen i have more thoughts.
now i will just sit n wait fer dearhubby to come.
hearts u baby!

((Haiz.. I havent heard from you till now..
Wonder wad have u been doing..
Are you doing fine or not..
I force myself not to find you..
Wonder if you have forgotten about me here..
I just need you to ask about me..
At least I noe u do care..
I cant & I dont wan to be crying again bcoz of dis.
I'm already hurt enuff and i dun wan to add more to it.
I will still keep waiting..
Take Care Dear Fren.
Am MISSING You Every Moment.))


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