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Friday, July 25, 2008 / 8:09 PM

RECOVERING IN FCUKING PAINFUL MODE

Hellooo Hi Fellas.. =)
Here i am back again fer some painful updates. ARGH!!!

Me didnt managed to blog yesterday coz i just cant find time to do so.
Around afternoon, Kak Aisyah said she's gonna clean up my wound.
And yeah she did! Gawd!! Slowly step by step.
When she was cleaning it, kindda feel no pain at all.
But after applying the oitment on it.
I swear to God, i wont ever want to have this kind of wound ever!
PAINFUL TO THE CORE..!
I CANT EVEN SIT OR REST STILL.!

Funny rite, after a few days of bandage, now i den i feel the pain.
Why lei?? i wasnt sure of wat i was feelin is rite,
so i decided to text missy farahin.
she called me but i cud not answer as i'm still gettin my wounds cleaned.
Den i just duno how to describe the feeling sia.. SERIOUS!
Felt like cryin but ders no tears.
Felt like laughing but sooo not the right time. ahakz!
Mom gave me some medicine and i was told to have a rest.
Sakit giler sia..! Kak aisyah didnt have it bandage coz it nids to get dried up.
A gud thing lar.. aku kalau lei nak cpat baik. Tu jer..
Sakit kape.. terpakse tahan uh!
after awhile, dearhubby came wif the food i got him to buy me.
Somethgs frm pastamania. kikiki... =)
Hee.. I got up, went to the kitchen and had my meal.
after tat, i was told to sleep.
But i just cant. the feeling on my leg cud not get me to sleep.
Bingit sak! so i just have to sit around. =(
Blahblahblah.. nite comes.
Mummy applied some lotion fer it to help in drying the wound.
Hmm, i felt hungry. so i asked dear to go and buy me ROJAK MAMA.
hee.. and trust me, 7 bucks of it all went in my stomach.
U noe wat, mummy cooked my Fav kuah durian.
and i cant even eat it at all. she say i havent yet recover and no gud fer me to eat tat now.
Alerr! Boring jek! my family all enjoyin it but not me. =(
so tats why i can finish up all the rojak.
haiz, kalo tak gemuk pon tak tau aper nak ckp! wakaka!

Dearhubby sleepover at my crib so tat he can accompany me.
Thankies dear! Muackz!
So wen i sleep, i left my wounds open & gave him a warning not to hit me. Geez!

Woke up t0 a brand new afternoon just now. Whoah!
Hardest part is to shower.
i'm all ready to shout wadever i can. hee..
Yalah, mau tahan jer perit.
Having to bath wif my opened wounds. ARGHH!!!!
haha! it was a lil painful.
not until wen i came out of the shower.
Take care sei!! i reli nid to wipe very slowly..
hmm, i'm still limping till now. Rabak uh!
i tried to walk normally but feel the different.
Guess wat, now my left leg is slightly bigger den the other.
Coz its swollen. Haiz.. wen is it dat im gonna be okay.
I'm willing to do everythg and tahan the pain..
but i just dunno wen its gonna be over. sad wen i tink about it.

Hmm, now few of my wounds already dried up.
dats one of a gud sign of recovering.
but onli left wif this major wound not yet dry. haiz..

People i love.. pls help me pray hard fer me
to get well soon..
i was hoping to start back werk next wednesday.
hopefully i can.

i tink dats about it.
2mr is saturday and the plan fer 2mr is to stay home.
hmm, i swear after i'm well, i reli wana go out and enjoy. haha!
Aite den, till the next update.
Take care! Miss u loads ppl.. =) muackz!