You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
Saturday, August 16, 2008 / 3:33 PM

hey peeps!
i just duno where to start.
i'm deliberately filled with confusion. haiz.

now i wan to ask u peeps a question.
wad do u mean by special fren?
and how wud u treat ur special fren??
do u noe the meaning of it b4 sayin it?
Fcuk all the ppl hu say thgs dat easily wit out even tinkin!

Gosh! Sesungguhnya Tuhan Itu Maha Adil.
People hu noe me, reli noe wat type of person i am.
Soft-hearted, Naive, Sympathetic & Sensitive.
even my horoscope says tat, and its true larr..
and i easily pity others. well dats me.
and i dun lyk to be taken advantage of.
truly, its not tat i dun wan to believe u or doubt u.
but it just happen infront of everybody eyes.
at first i pitied u, knowing ur condition and stuff.
i helped u and cover up fer u but dis is wat i get in return.
i hate ppl not keeping their words. wen i say i care, i reli do okay!
unlike u! why wud u run wen u tink ur not doin anitink wrong.
hate ppl hu play wif my feelings.
after i confronted u, u start giving me all the excuses which sound so true.
which shud i believe.? i dun like to have doubts but u make me feel so.
u questioned me sayin hu are u to me??
i dun wan to quarrel. but now its up to u to judge me whether i've been
good or bad. even tat u questioned me back. anitink lar ok.
i gave in to u coz ders no point arguing.
but i believe pple around noe tat i have been gud to you.
i'm just damn disappointed in you.

~so much for my happy ending. . .

now about my lovely BFF..
Yaya n Rozai..
we have all probs rite now.
but the most important thg is tat we standby each other.
the probs will come to an end sooner or later.
ok darls.. smiles oways. =)

And to my Dearhubby yang tercinta..
ur my everything.
u never bring me down and disappoint me in any way
even after how many bad shits tat happen.
thanx alot dearhubby.
i noe tat no one cud ever replace u in my heart.
NO ONE!!