You say you really know me
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Monday, August 18, 2008 / 1:55 AM

YOU ARE JUST ONE OBSTACLE FOR ME TO GO THRU........

Haiz. Wat a day fer me.
Started it wit a sigh.
Hmm, was werkin at 12.30 just now on a Sunday.
Didnt feel lyk goin but bcoz of some close ones..
i dun mind going. hmm..
well it was busy just now on a sunday afternoon.
and i was doing setter runner. Geez!
walk here n there, my legs got tired oredi. Gosh!
but have alot of fun though the busy period.
thanx peeps fer making me laugh alot. =)

den at around 4plus, dearhubby came to see me fer awhile.
he was from the career fair upstairs at the convention centre,
so after tat and b4 heading to werk, he came down to see me.
Frankly speaking, I do miss him alot.
sad thing i get to see him fer a few minutes coz its busy inside.
never met him fer a few dats oredi. and also in the few days to come.
Kiwak.. cam ner sei dear? why is your werk schedule like tat?? ish!~
takper lar.. dpt jumpe jap je pon okay. dpat lepaskan rindu sikit. hee..

hmm.. den at 5 i punch out together wit yaya darl.
haiz.. just now i reli wish tat 5pm wont come by.
but i have no power to stop the time. Geez!
dun ask me why, coz i dun wish to see you just now.
its still painful ok and not onli u have feelings and rights to be angry..
but others too!!!
sometimes i just duno wat is it tat u wan.
cakap salah, tak cakap pon salah.
percaya salah, tak percaya pon salah.
wat is wrong wit u?
okay fine, i dun wana question much animore.
and i dun wan have to quarrel or wordfight. no point.
coz i dun stand to gain.
its simple: say wat u mean & mean wat u say.
Senang ar! have it ur way den if it makes u hapi.
u dun wan to talk, fine.. dont be childish ok.
selalu aku je yg kene jaga hati org,
abeh aper yg aku dpt? sakit hati je. haiz.
enuff la, dun wan to elaborate on tat animore.
im very tired oredi.

hmm.. den after werk i accompany yaya to get her jazz shoes at far east.
den we chatted all along the way like crazy gurls letting out their feelings.
Argh here! Argh there! haha.. serious..! but its nice letting it all out.
den at 9plus headed back to suntec to mit rozai and waited fer fad to finish at 10plus.
i dun wan to mention anythg about goin back time. mrepek uh!
but despite all the stupid thgs, i did had a great day wit my BFF. woohoo!
thanx gurls. u gurls reli brighten up my day.
ouh ya, btw met some of my ex-schoolmates just now. funi sia.

okay den. 2mr werkin at 12 again. another day fer me. hmm.
tats it fer now. waitin fer dearhubby to call and den off to sleep.
till the next update. hoping fer a brighter day to come.
love yall.. muackz!

p/s: dearhubby.. i'm gonna miss u alot tis few days.
but wadever it is, my love for you will never fade. =)