Wednesday, September 10, 2008 / 4:09 PM
hooollllaa...
been awhile since i last update my bloggy.
gEez!! as usual. busy life i can say.
there's ups n downs tat i'm facing.
where certain things i find it
unbelievable.
i'm just being simply me.
and i have no motive to hurt others.
i swear! but its shocking to hear tat
from you. do i owe you anitink?
all tis while u treated me fine.
if you particularly find its wrong
den say it to me.
me being close wit her is notink.
its just normal us.
its not onli im close wit her>>
but oso the others.
Gahh!! i just hate myself at times
i duno wat i shud do.
ppl hu did bad thgs get appreciated.
but ppl hu did gud thgs get SHIT.
well, u cud see me all smiles
but freakin deep inside, do you noe
how i feel? its sucks big time.
just drop the pretence will ya?
just tink about wat you did.
got someone else and there you forget
about her. she was once your bestfren.
long before you came to werk and noe
the others.
of coz she feel hurt. and i didnt even
ask her to hate you.
you can never admit ur mistakes.
easier said EGO. haish..
we were all close before and bcoz of
tis things start to fall apart.
just miss those days.
i noe you wont be readin tis but
i cant bear to keep it inside.
well, enuff said~
i tink tats about it.
need to get ready and get my butts
out of my crib or i'll be late.
cant wait fer 2mr to come.
firstly werkin opening shift at 830am.
den will be out wit farahin and nurulhuda
and some other frens maybe to break fast.
its been long since i went out wit them
gonna be a nice one i can say.
still not sure of where we headin to..
gahh!!
till here folks!
tc! chiowz~